Asthma sucks.

Yesterday, approximately 5am, I gave up trying to use my home nebulizer and drove myself to the hospital. My lungs were so full of fluid, and I had been struggling to breathe for so long, that my lips were blue from hypoxemia by the time I arrived.  Asthma is no joke – and I am tired of having asthma.  I’m going to start looking for a different pulminologist, since the one I’ve been going to for the past three years has done nothing for my lung function (which is 77%) and is out of town/unavailable 90% of the time I call to get an appointment.